get use to something or someone is the worst thing that can happen to you . it allows people to control you and it makes you feel you depend on them ( it is now weakness, just for the record)

"how to stop the feeling?" hold your friends, your family, yourself .

believe me. it will be hard, it won't be easy at all, but it will worth it.
I mean, you are used to it, it is not the end of the world, there are more things you can see, people you can know and that may not sound interesting now. however you will forget the past
and get used to this new begging. It is just a matter of time.